family gone

Family left this morning and it will be nice to get back to a routine. Friday we found out that daycare is closing in 2 weeks......... Yes that would be July 23rd!!!! To say I am freaking out would be a under statement.. I have called other day cares and they have openings for a 2 year old but not a baby. Or they are $45.00 more a week than what we pay now!!! The thought of bringing Von to a daycare that he doesn't know and leaving him with someone who he doesn't know.. scares the shit out of me!! I know kids are tough and I will be the one freaking out more than him...... but I still don't like it. I'm not a fan of in home day cares because of 1 person that I used to know that had a very dirty house and I know that not all in homes are like that. Big day cares scares me because I don't want Von to get lost and be just another kid there. your damned if you do.. and damned if your don't.

Chris packed the car up with more stuff from our house and Von. He dropped me off at work and proceeded to the new house to paint his heart out. We are planning on moving everything this weekend. cross all your digits for us.

More pregnancy issues this weekend and I wasn't even doing anything!!!! so I continued to do nothing...... I'm 23 weeks now and counting down the time to have this beautiful baby girl and last child!!!!!!!! No more pregnancies for me!!!!!